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i love sleeping in warm duvet quilts and blankey montage makes me feel more safe

i wish night time lasted a lot longer than it does and i wish i would actually sleep through it instead of staying up late or running my legs

thursday will be hard but it was inevitable he would see and run away and who can blame him? me? projection?

i dont want to cry another sleep for him and everything he stands for, but its going to happen again and again and all i am is ashamed, the feelings are so intense and painful and based on that love and safety that wasnt ever there in any sort of consistent way, i thought you wanted to be my friend, turns out youre just another professional doing your job, you care because its your job to care and i know i know you say youre doing this for me cus you know, it will turn out bad like it did with her but,

then the irrational aimee yearns and cries for you, it really gets so bad and then it isnt, everything gets a little more close to reality, but it never lasts long.

i dont want to be a freak anymore, you say im not a bad person but if thats true why are there websites about overstepping boundaries and labelling people that get attached toxic and narcissists? and im scared cus what if i really am one? i dont know..why would that page have said it if it wasnt true, stumbled on it by accident wot if it wasnt wot if it was fate

i dont wanna be wrong anymore, i want to be stable and i dont want to be a freak, i want to hide from everyone and everything so long since i wrote a journal what am i doing here i dont know? maybe reading those journals back i know really nothings changed, and it feels me with dread for a future i might never have now. but thats just wallowing, i have to try everything and everything will be safe for always.

i love my guinea pigs and my rabbit they my world, i wish theyd live for a long time alongside me, cus when the lights off the lights always there it shines off you, tiny cave glow worms, yous all are, and we need to be safe for always.
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: glow worms a man now
  • Watching: transference
  • Playing: hide and no seek
  • Eating: craving in
  • Drinking: softle moth


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wasp, i like shh aliens shhHhh
United Kingdom
i believe in you, glow worm
i believe in the world growing little shoots, one day il deserve to dance with the rain and the glow buzzards, elemental spirits
i love my dada borris the pidderrr dinggdingggc and big red
and hammerhead sharks and sea slugs and science
and spider eyes and bright vibrant colours and and and art

#one day i'm going to be a
marine biololologist and sail the seas, live in a mobile home, then we'l live in a whole tree house in a forest full of wolves, wilderness
a mud
me and babies and a lover (:~
we'l sprout from the soil, make a little home and find out where the wild things are, colour the wind and painting sounds as they pass by tiniest shivers

"i am blue, and un well"

Current Residence: inside a giant peach
deviantWEAR sizing preference: safe warm bedtime, its bed time
Print preference: water melon smellss yuuuum
Favourite genre of music: sweet song, whales,whistling,didgeridoo, flutes, running water,violin,birdy
Favourite photographer: polaroid kid,
Favourite style of art: il be a marine biologist story tel art
Operating System: rain songs, oliver postgate
MP3 player of choice: the clangers, funny bones eyes on the walls, they watch like stars in the skies, bitten carpet
Shell of choice: water snailywhaley, sea salt shh shh,squids,the octopus is a wonderful sweeping creature
Wallpaper of choice: glow buzzardszlies in tha sky
Skin of choice: glow worms, sequins, googly eye, rain dance
Favourite cartoon character: i eat all my sprouts, fruit and veg, i like fruit, cosy bed covers
Personal Quote: sometimes i feel like there is so much beauty in the world, i feel like i cant take itmumble wumble

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wiccanwitchiepoo Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
♪♫*¨*.¸¸♥ ¸¸.*¨*♫♪ Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Bibbity Bobbity Slippity Sloppity Glibbie Glop Gloopey Nibby Nobby Nooby La la la Lo Lo Great Googily Moogily Birthday to YOU!!!
Sung really loud, slightly off key but with lots of feeling! Have a SPLENDIFEROUSLY wonderful day! (and I really Mean it)
Aziraal Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012
:salute: danke schön fürn :+fav: :)
Mrs-Yum-Yums Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you for the fave:)
:D youre welcome!! hello from england xxx
hehehe you're welcome! that smiley emote is awesome :D
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